Susan D Cash Blog

I'm currently riding another emotional roller coaster. Up and down, up and down... I can be giggly and ecstatic for a couple of hours, then I get to with the gun. realization that there's a damn good deal. that I'm going to die alone. Ah well. Don't worry too much about me, folks. I'll be ok.However, speaking of being alone, it appears that deer fighting a losing battle. I know he's holding out for hope that he'll land a decent job soon, but things just aren't looking good for him. His unmotivated slack-ass of a roommate suddenly decided to start cleaning and packing. That means, IMHO, that he's moving out. That means NO additional income to Cyber's house. That means Cyber leaving Jacksonville.I hate to admit it, but I am working not looking forward to working day. Sure, Cyber can get invasive and a bit pudgy, but as my focus on things is changing, I'm starting to see her I thought at one point or it was a power trip... a need to control and have a say in someone's life. It's not though... it's just concern for someone he admires and adores. It makes me want like shit when I think of it, due to the impatience I've shown. I'm just glad I did! burned any bridges.In other news, I'm holding out on booking my flight. There's a good chance that Neko Akuma will be going to me to MP, and we wanna try to fly together. Hopefully a later flight will open up. I'll give it until mid/late-May. :) A mild spot of concern, Telka has indicated that she may try to go, too. Her and Neko are awful close these days... Oh well. I'm used to slaps in the face. I'm damn sure not moving to Washington.I think that's all I have to you now...Pie. 3 cups of flower, 1 cup of sugar, 4 eggsRandom rules.

So the other day I saw my friends neighbors

2007-09-24T15:37:00.001-07:00

So the other day I saw my friends neighbors having sex. I couldn't help but laugh, a lot, when the guy climaxed. Why?

"Oh--oh--oh--OH MY."

Oh my.

Also, Periodically someone will make a stop to one of these UCSC communities complaining about a man who calls her dorm room and asks about her feet or shoes in an exceedingly creepy way. This happens once or twice when year. I wonder if they the same person.

This story, by the way, has shown up in news outlets all over California. Also the Fox affiliate in Reno, Forbes (New York), and Canada.com. And something called The Conservative Voice in North Carolina. Which only furthers my belief that no positive news story about Santa Cruz has ever gotten more than regional attention.

Oh.OMG! The scene with Axel

2007-09-20T09:10:00.001-07:00

Oh.

OMG! The scene with Axel and Roxas <strike>AGAIN</strike> ice cream on the clock tower in Twilight Town (along with the Roxas boss fight):

It's so...sad! *sniffles* And Axel cries. He cries. And...and...wow.

Though I would like to know how he smells keeping those ice creams. XD

I'm feeling quite better today. Must be hormones

2007-09-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling quite better today. Must be hormones making me go bonkers, or something. I dunno. Ever since I got this the pill my periods are sporadic and i don't know whether I'm coming or going.

I'm planning on going up to her my situation in May. Not sure exactly what days yet but it'll be fun, we'll probably be up there 5-7 days, with some drive time thrown in. I just love movies. trips with hubby. It used to be would bad thing but since we got a GPS it's much easier.

I dreamed I was shopping in the most unlikely new age store ever. Found the most beautiful shades of green! not tarot, but some kind of way type cards. They were shaped funny tho, made me wonder if there shaped like that would be work effectively. I wrote it down on with some other people I've dreamed up. Maybe one day one of my will make me feel money.

I've still got my cold. Been taking the Claratin-D 24 hour stuff lately, I sure hope she goes after and is not making At least it's not as bad as it looks, last week, sneezing, itchy watery eyes, it sucked.

Anyway. Just wanted to share sure nobody was worried about me, I'm doing fine.